Fatima

February 16, 2020

I figured I should start by saying that there are no photos with this post. There was never a time where I felt that a photo could capture the experience. I encourage anyone (Catholic or not) to consider visiting this beautiful spot.

As I am sitting outside a chapel at Our Lady of Fatima, I found myself being quite critical of the large groups of people talking loudly, taking selfies, and ignoring the reverence of this holy place. But then I realized that all these people came here for a reason. There is no great entertainment feature in this small town an hour from Lisbon. There is no amusement or reward. Everyone here had heard a story about Mary talking to young children; sharing a message about the rosary, about forgiveness, and about praying for sinners over a hundred years ago. (If you want a quick overview of the story, this video has a good explanation)

My prayers today were for the discouraged. For times I have felt discouraged navigating a new culture or homesickness, for loved ones feeling discouraged in their work or personal lives, and for all of us who are feeling discouraged by the world around us. I hope that we can turn this feeling of discouragement into courage to take on the challenges we are given in life knowing that it is all part of a bigger plan.

Even sitting alone in a cold hallway brings me great joy knowing just around the corner are hundreds of people just like me who heard a story about children over 100 years ago and wanted to feel that presence themselves. Feeling part of something bigger is one of the most powerful feelings that truly help us all feel less alone. Besides that string of reflective moments, my pilgrimage helped me redefine my goals for my time abroad, my time this upcoming Lent, and my future as it stands today.